I Don’t Care Anymore

I’m through with trying to occupy myself to try and
forget how much all of it is hurting.And I’m through
with what anyone else has to say about it.I can’t
force myself anymore.It wasn’t all his fault.He may
not have been the greatest but it wasn’t just him.
When you get an outside look,it really can put things
into perspective.Not that any of it would even matter.
I had what I wanted.The only thing:him.And I did
everything I could have to upset and hurt him as much
as he did me.An eye for an eye is the most horrible
thing you can do to someone you love.And I’m terrified
that I will never hear him speak a kind word to me again.
I can’t stand myself for the way I would act,things I would
do and say.I can’t even explain.No one would get it.
How is it possible to cry this much?

I miss him

:)

“there is a secret that i keep
it’s hidden just behind my teeth
and now it’s waiting to be told
resembling impatience with a tight hold
I hate this torture, just staring at the ceiling
And Knowing that you’re mine
But I can’t say it… I just replay the moments that I had to deny
Let’s runaway, let’s runaway
Let’s give this love a better shot
I’ve gotta say, it’s much too late
But it’s better late than not
To introduce ourselves connected instead of severed at our ties
We are a bow, tied together like a knot, we’re not a ribbon strewn across the sky
And if I had my choice, if our love was a winter coat
I’d wear it all the seasons long
if it were my decision
then everyone would know
and it would never be wrong.
one day we’ll look back on this all thinking about how far we’ve come
one day when the whole world knows about our love
and we are one.


I LOVE YOU.

06.06.10[sunday]

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YOU

sorry kwn cuz aku buat ur relationship berantakan .. aku xb'maksud pun mok buat itu .. aku ndada niat langsung pun maw buat begitu .. aku ikhlas spnuh ati ku kwn dgn ko .. ko buat aku hepy selalu .. ko buat idup ku xkosong spt sblum nie .. tp , utk kbaikan relationship mu dgn ur gf .. im away .. sory 4 everything .. aku xtaw yg gf mu mrh ko kontek dgn aku .. m really damn sory 4 u n ur gf .. tengs 4 give me happines .. ak syg ko sgt2 .. once again , m realy sory .. aku nda akn konyek ko lg n ko nda akn dptt kontek aku lg .. assalamualaikum

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